Don't expect me to blog anymore.
I've been converted.
I now Tumblr.
here's a link if you want
http://ramenngudles.tumblr.com/
Enjoy :)
Monday, May 16, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
It hurts when I see you,
it's hard to breathe,
now hold my hand.
That person doesn't love you but why,
why don't you get it?
Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya.
I risk it all,
I cast this spell,
"We could be so perfect"
Even if the entire world becomes my enemy, I can't
Without you, I can't
Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya
it's hard to breathe,
now hold my hand.
That person doesn't love you but why,
why don't you get it?
Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya.
I risk it all,
I cast this spell,
"We could be so perfect"
Even if the entire world becomes my enemy, I can't
Without you, I can't
Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Y U NO?
TABLE
Y U NO STAY UPRIGHT?
MANGO APPLE JUICE
Y U NO STAY IN CUP?
PHONE
Y U NO WORK PROPERLY ANYMORE D:D:D:D:D:
FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE D:
Y U NO STAY UPRIGHT?
MANGO APPLE JUICE
Y U NO STAY IN CUP?
PHONE
Y U NO WORK PROPERLY ANYMORE D:D:D:D:D:
FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE D:
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Jeez. The other day when I was walking home. I saw someone's lawn. It had a car parked on it. The most annoying thing in the world was the fact that the whole lawn was mowed EXCEPT the area under the car. Seriously, are you too lazy to move the car?
While I'm the subject. Walking around my neighbourhood is sometimes very adventurous. I recall there was a time where I was randomly chased by chickens o___o
I've been bitten and scratched by this dog. Had to go to hospital to see if I needed to get a tetnus shot or something like that.
Once there was this man randomly on the street. He looked so confused. When I walked past I knew he was going to talk to me, thinking he was going to ask for directions. But he asked where I lived instead =="
That's all I remember for now...
While I'm the subject. Walking around my neighbourhood is sometimes very adventurous. I recall there was a time where I was randomly chased by chickens o___o
I've been bitten and scratched by this dog. Had to go to hospital to see if I needed to get a tetnus shot or something like that.
Once there was this man randomly on the street. He looked so confused. When I walked past I knew he was going to talk to me, thinking he was going to ask for directions. But he asked where I lived instead =="
That's all I remember for now...
Monday, April 4, 2011
Such A Fool
Truth 2.0
Gonna prove to you guys how honest I can be. Plus I'm really really bored.
Whom would you love to date amongst the crowd gathered in this room?
Well there's only me in this room. Does that mean I'll be Forever Alone D: But if we refer back to the people from before. I have 4 guys to choose from. 1 is already taken. So only 3. Well I have already dated 1. I had already liked 1 too. And I'm not the third party's type. Since I'm not a person that exactly likes change. I'd date the one I already dated :)
When was the first time you fell in love?
2009
Which is your most embarrassing moment so far?
I'm the biggest Klutz in the world so I have heaps. But my farmost embarressing was the time when I attempted to jump over a pole with a dress on :)
Can you tell us about your secret fantasy?
Depends what kind of fantasy. But my fantasies usually involve only one other person. No we aren't doing anything naughty. It's just really nice having them in my company you know? I just can't help but smile :D
Which is the one person you really hate in this room?
I hate myself. Cause that's the only option AND because I am the biggest coward you will ever meet. Haha, if we go back again. My answer would be no one. I really cannot bring myself to hating someone. I can't even hold grudges or anything. Honest, longest I've been mad a someone was probably 6 hours max.
Would you kiss the person next to you?
There's no one next to me. I will be forever alone. Haha. I recall I was sitting next to Carolyn and Steve. Of course I will :)
What’s your biggest turn on?
When the guy talks into my ear :$
Have you ever cheated on your girlfriend/boyfriend?
Nope
Which is the most sensual pair of clothing you own and why?
Uhh. My Underwear?
What is the main thing that attracts you to a person of the opposite sex?
Personality and humour
Have you got any secret talent?
No not really. I am somewhat flexible but not enough that I could do the spilts :S
What is your idea about romance?
I like simple stuff like, huddling up in front of a TV watching something together while eating popcorn or something. Then if we get bored, just make out (Y).
Do you have a crush on someone in this room, right now?
Yes I saw myself in the mirror and it was love at first sight. Haha kidding. I'm pretty sure its more than a crush but eh, what can you do?
What is the one thing you hate about your best friend?
She is so fat and smelly. Somehow she really pulls it off and is like still really pretty.
What is the worst fear you have in life?
To be alone
Have you ever told lies to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Haha. Yeah, I was doing really lame and retarded stuff. Didn't want him to think I was some retard so I just said I wasn't doing anything. lol.
If you were locked up in a room with some other person from this room, whom would you choose and why?
Steve. I have some unresolved questions to ask :L
What is the one thing you have ever done which you never ever want to be caught doing?
Watching porn :L and for you guys that are wondering. It was a one time thing in which I got dared into doing.
Gonna prove to you guys how honest I can be. Plus I'm really really bored.
Whom would you love to date amongst the crowd gathered in this room?
Well there's only me in this room. Does that mean I'll be Forever Alone D: But if we refer back to the people from before. I have 4 guys to choose from. 1 is already taken. So only 3. Well I have already dated 1. I had already liked 1 too. And I'm not the third party's type. Since I'm not a person that exactly likes change. I'd date the one I already dated :)
When was the first time you fell in love?
2009
Which is your most embarrassing moment so far?
I'm the biggest Klutz in the world so I have heaps. But my farmost embarressing was the time when I attempted to jump over a pole with a dress on :)
Can you tell us about your secret fantasy?
Depends what kind of fantasy. But my fantasies usually involve only one other person. No we aren't doing anything naughty. It's just really nice having them in my company you know? I just can't help but smile :D
Which is the one person you really hate in this room?
I hate myself. Cause that's the only option AND because I am the biggest coward you will ever meet. Haha, if we go back again. My answer would be no one. I really cannot bring myself to hating someone. I can't even hold grudges or anything. Honest, longest I've been mad a someone was probably 6 hours max.
Would you kiss the person next to you?
There's no one next to me. I will be forever alone. Haha. I recall I was sitting next to Carolyn and Steve. Of course I will :)
What’s your biggest turn on?
When the guy talks into my ear :$
Have you ever cheated on your girlfriend/boyfriend?
Nope
Which is the most sensual pair of clothing you own and why?
Uhh. My Underwear?
What is the main thing that attracts you to a person of the opposite sex?
Personality and humour
Have you got any secret talent?
No not really. I am somewhat flexible but not enough that I could do the spilts :S
What is your idea about romance?
I like simple stuff like, huddling up in front of a TV watching something together while eating popcorn or something. Then if we get bored, just make out (Y).
Do you have a crush on someone in this room, right now?
Yes I saw myself in the mirror and it was love at first sight. Haha kidding. I'm pretty sure its more than a crush but eh, what can you do?
What is the one thing you hate about your best friend?
She is so fat and smelly. Somehow she really pulls it off and is like still really pretty.
What is the worst fear you have in life?
To be alone
Have you ever told lies to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Haha. Yeah, I was doing really lame and retarded stuff. Didn't want him to think I was some retard so I just said I wasn't doing anything. lol.
If you were locked up in a room with some other person from this room, whom would you choose and why?
Steve. I have some unresolved questions to ask :L
What is the one thing you have ever done which you never ever want to be caught doing?
Watching porn :L and for you guys that are wondering. It was a one time thing in which I got dared into doing.
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Truth Or Dare?
Hahaha. So today I went to a party with some friends and since tonight was Earth Hour we decided to play truth or dare. It was quite fun and interesting. haha, I had to do a headstand for as long as I could and i discovered that the blood that rushes to your head affects your hearing really bad :/ anyway it was pretty funny.
I thought that I will use a random Truth generator and answer them here. I'm bored as poo. I wish I could have stayed and played longer!
Because some of the questions are about the players that were involved, I shall list them here, it will make more sense that way. These people were: Andy, Carolyn, Diamanda, Helen, Jenna, Samuel, Steve, Tumi, Vuong and Myself.
I promise I won't skip any questions :D
Out of all the people playing, how many have you dreamt of?
5
What characters on TV do you think most relates to you?
Sawako from Kimi Ni Todoke.
Say something about rabbits.
They are fluffy, and sure can breed like wildfire.
If you were the opposite sex for one hour, what would you do?
Probably drink a whole heap of water, and then try to pee (Y)
Or get kicked in the balls to solve the mystery of "which hurts more - getting kicked in the balls or giving birth."
When was the last time you did not make it to the bathroom before disaster. What did you do?
Umm, when I was 7? Had to pee real bad but didn't make it in time. We were in LeCornu so like I couldn't do much about it but stand there.
If you could become invisible where would you like to go?
I would go anywhere. Or go to someone's house and fuck around with them. Make them believe there's a ghost or something lol.
What do you like to daydream about?
Just past memories :)
How old were you when you had your first real kiss? Tell the tale.
I was 16. It was at the show :) It was awkward for me because my arms were full of stuff, I couldn't embrace him while we were at it :L Plus I didn't really know what to do.
What do you think about when you cant fall asleep?
"If this didn't happen..."
What is the first thing you notice when you meet a person of the opposite sex?
Hair or face
When was the last time you cried?
A couple weeks ago when I let myself down, and felt useless. I blogged about it didn't I?
When is the last time you kissed someone?
December 15, 2009. Don't ask me how I still remember.
Have you ever gone for more than two days without showering and when?
Yes, I was in China. It was wayy too cold, there were mozzies everywhere, I was sick as hell. Just didn't feel like it.
How many people have you made out with and who was your favorite and why?
Only one. He was my favourite because he was the only one?
What is your most embarrassing vomit story?
Haven't vomited since 2005. I guess it was quite embarrassing because I vomited like 12 times. I was on the plane (Y)
What is the stupidest thing you have done because someone dared you to?
I have kissed the ground.
Have you ever fantasized about anyone that is playing?
Yes.
"If you had 2 wishes, that would expire after 24 hours, what would they be?"
To have an infinite number of wishes with no boundaries.
For those wishes to not have an expiration date (Y)
I thought that I will use a random Truth generator and answer them here. I'm bored as poo. I wish I could have stayed and played longer!
Because some of the questions are about the players that were involved, I shall list them here, it will make more sense that way. These people were: Andy, Carolyn, Diamanda, Helen, Jenna, Samuel, Steve, Tumi, Vuong and Myself.
I promise I won't skip any questions :D
Out of all the people playing, how many have you dreamt of?
5
What characters on TV do you think most relates to you?
Sawako from Kimi Ni Todoke.
Say something about rabbits.
They are fluffy, and sure can breed like wildfire.
If you were the opposite sex for one hour, what would you do?
Probably drink a whole heap of water, and then try to pee (Y)
Or get kicked in the balls to solve the mystery of "which hurts more - getting kicked in the balls or giving birth."
When was the last time you did not make it to the bathroom before disaster. What did you do?
Umm, when I was 7? Had to pee real bad but didn't make it in time. We were in LeCornu so like I couldn't do much about it but stand there.
If you could become invisible where would you like to go?
I would go anywhere. Or go to someone's house and fuck around with them. Make them believe there's a ghost or something lol.
What do you like to daydream about?
Just past memories :)
How old were you when you had your first real kiss? Tell the tale.
I was 16. It was at the show :) It was awkward for me because my arms were full of stuff, I couldn't embrace him while we were at it :L Plus I didn't really know what to do.
What do you think about when you cant fall asleep?
"If this didn't happen..."
What is the first thing you notice when you meet a person of the opposite sex?
Hair or face
When was the last time you cried?
A couple weeks ago when I let myself down, and felt useless. I blogged about it didn't I?
When is the last time you kissed someone?
December 15, 2009. Don't ask me how I still remember.
Have you ever gone for more than two days without showering and when?
Yes, I was in China. It was wayy too cold, there were mozzies everywhere, I was sick as hell. Just didn't feel like it.
How many people have you made out with and who was your favorite and why?
Only one. He was my favourite because he was the only one?
What is your most embarrassing vomit story?
Haven't vomited since 2005. I guess it was quite embarrassing because I vomited like 12 times. I was on the plane (Y)
What is the stupidest thing you have done because someone dared you to?
I have kissed the ground.
Have you ever fantasized about anyone that is playing?
Yes.
"If you had 2 wishes, that would expire after 24 hours, what would they be?"
To have an infinite number of wishes with no boundaries.
For those wishes to not have an expiration date (Y)
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
No matter how much I fear loneliness.
I can't help but think being alone would be so much easier.
You don't need to rely on anyone else. Just be independent.
You don't need to live up to other people's expectations. Just be yourself.
You don't need to be disappointed time by time. Just do it yourself.
There's nothing to worry about. Who cares right?
Maybe what we need from others that we can't get ourselves is Praise.
I can't help but think being alone would be so much easier.
You don't need to rely on anyone else. Just be independent.
You don't need to live up to other people's expectations. Just be yourself.
You don't need to be disappointed time by time. Just do it yourself.
There's nothing to worry about. Who cares right?
Maybe what we need from others that we can't get ourselves is Praise.
Monday, March 21, 2011
Cause I never saw it coming, I should have started running a long long time ago
Hey guys. I haven't blogged in a while and i just feel like typing. And I guess reflecting on myself a bit and what better way to do that than doing a challenge? But guess what? I am going to do it all in one go :) well hopefully I can.
1) Go to iTunes and list your top 25 played songs
Love Like This - Varsity
Hero - Drew of Varsity
Like I Always Do - Drew of Varsity
Wedding Dress (English Cover) - Kevin Lien
Right Back Where I Started - Varsity
Be My Valentine - Jackie Boyz
Love Like This - SS501
I'll Be There (English Version) - Taeyang of Big Bang
Make You Love Me More - Varsity
Heart & Soul - ZYR & iLLMaTiCc
Shattered (MTT Version) - Trading Yesterday
My Last Serenade - Joey Moe
Over You - Chris Daughtry
All I Want is You - Drew of Varsity
Baby Baby - Big Bang
What I Really Want to Say - Varsity
Pieces of My Heart - Riz
Just a Dream - Nelly
By Chance (You & I) - J R Aquino
Let Her Go - Varsity
Babysteps - Varsity
Breathe Slow - Alesha Dixon
Lights Off - Jay Sean
I Love the Rain - Claude Kelly
I'm Your Guy - Varsity
2) Something you are scared of admitting.
Haha. I said this only a couple of weeks ago. I won't go into too much detail cause like I'm still scared of what people might think so yeah. I had like a few. I'm only going to say one of them though :)
Well, like when I first got my L's I had a lesson with my dad. I drove into a tree. Just because I'm an Asian woman driver doesn't make me a bad one. I drove into it on purpose.
3) Write about Trust. Do you trust too easily? Do others trust you? What do you do if someone breaks yours?
Trust is the the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed.
Yes, I am too trusting, too gullible in fact. I trust wayy too many people, sometimes I wonder if I should be more careful. One day it might bite me in the buttocks. I do hope I am trustworthy. I've been told that I am too honest, therefore I am not trustworthy because I will not lie if a question is stowed upon me. Truth is, I lie for the benefit of others. I'm truthful about myself though, but bear in mind everyone has a few secrets, I think I still have my share.
Even if people do not trust me, I don't really mind. I don't see how knowing gossip and stuff like that benefits me except for the social life. Which lets face it. I don't really have :L
If someone were to break my trust. I wouldn't hold a grudge, I'm too nice for that. I might be mad for like a few hours or so but that's about it. I doubt if a huge secret was spilled about me that half the people told will know who I am so yeah. And how will it benefit them? Nothing much really. Just unnecessary information about some random I guess :L
4) Describe what you wore today.
Well I went to school today, so just my uniform :O
Right now I'm wearing my homey clothes that I sleep in which is composed of a polo shirt, stripey cardigan and trackies.
I'm going to talk about what I wore on sport day cause I really liked that outfit :D
Our theme was where's wally so lots of red and white stripes :)
I wore a red and white striped tee. Over that I wore my red plaid shirt.
Then I wore denim shorts, which is unusual cause I don't really like denim shorts, I prefer cargo ones hehe.
I also wore knee high stripey red and white socks with my pair of fake Converses lol.
But my favourite part of my outfit was my beanie :D its just so awesome ^___^
5) Post your favourite quote.
So even if you stumble and make mistakes, it's not useless. Think of it like fertiliser, sure it may feel like crap now but it will help you grow.
- Fruits Basket
6) Most cherished memory.
I feel like I should post lyrics here. Cause like I've posted this memory before :) And I'm sure most of this stuff is repetitive.
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday.
7) A letter to anyone that you are scared of saying to their face.
To My Dearest Super Special Sexy Awesome Someone :)
I like you. I really do.
I pretty much say it to you all the time when I get the chance. You just think I'm joking though.
It's sad you know. I have always liked you, the feeling never disappeared. I was just not allowed to say and express it anymore.
1) Go to iTunes and list your top 25 played songs
Love Like This - Varsity
Hero - Drew of Varsity
Like I Always Do - Drew of Varsity
Wedding Dress (English Cover) - Kevin Lien
Right Back Where I Started - Varsity
Be My Valentine - Jackie Boyz
Love Like This - SS501
I'll Be There (English Version) - Taeyang of Big Bang
Make You Love Me More - Varsity
Heart & Soul - ZYR & iLLMaTiCc
Shattered (MTT Version) - Trading Yesterday
My Last Serenade - Joey Moe
Over You - Chris Daughtry
All I Want is You - Drew of Varsity
Baby Baby - Big Bang
What I Really Want to Say - Varsity
Pieces of My Heart - Riz
Just a Dream - Nelly
By Chance (You & I) - J R Aquino
Let Her Go - Varsity
Babysteps - Varsity
Breathe Slow - Alesha Dixon
Lights Off - Jay Sean
I Love the Rain - Claude Kelly
I'm Your Guy - Varsity
2) Something you are scared of admitting.
Haha. I said this only a couple of weeks ago. I won't go into too much detail cause like I'm still scared of what people might think so yeah. I had like a few. I'm only going to say one of them though :)
Well, like when I first got my L's I had a lesson with my dad. I drove into a tree. Just because I'm an Asian woman driver doesn't make me a bad one. I drove into it on purpose.
3) Write about Trust. Do you trust too easily? Do others trust you? What do you do if someone breaks yours?
Trust is the the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed.
Yes, I am too trusting, too gullible in fact. I trust wayy too many people, sometimes I wonder if I should be more careful. One day it might bite me in the buttocks. I do hope I am trustworthy. I've been told that I am too honest, therefore I am not trustworthy because I will not lie if a question is stowed upon me. Truth is, I lie for the benefit of others. I'm truthful about myself though, but bear in mind everyone has a few secrets, I think I still have my share.
Even if people do not trust me, I don't really mind. I don't see how knowing gossip and stuff like that benefits me except for the social life. Which lets face it. I don't really have :L
If someone were to break my trust. I wouldn't hold a grudge, I'm too nice for that. I might be mad for like a few hours or so but that's about it. I doubt if a huge secret was spilled about me that half the people told will know who I am so yeah. And how will it benefit them? Nothing much really. Just unnecessary information about some random I guess :L
4) Describe what you wore today.
Well I went to school today, so just my uniform :O
Right now I'm wearing my homey clothes that I sleep in which is composed of a polo shirt, stripey cardigan and trackies.
I'm going to talk about what I wore on sport day cause I really liked that outfit :D
Our theme was where's wally so lots of red and white stripes :)
I wore a red and white striped tee. Over that I wore my red plaid shirt.
Then I wore denim shorts, which is unusual cause I don't really like denim shorts, I prefer cargo ones hehe.
I also wore knee high stripey red and white socks with my pair of fake Converses lol.
But my favourite part of my outfit was my beanie :D its just so awesome ^___^
5) Post your favourite quote.
So even if you stumble and make mistakes, it's not useless. Think of it like fertiliser, sure it may feel like crap now but it will help you grow.
- Fruits Basket
6) Most cherished memory.
I feel like I should post lyrics here. Cause like I've posted this memory before :) And I'm sure most of this stuff is repetitive.
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday.
7) A letter to anyone that you are scared of saying to their face.
To My Dearest Super Special Sexy Awesome Someone :)
I like you. I really do.
I pretty much say it to you all the time when I get the chance. You just think I'm joking though.
It's sad you know. I have always liked you, the feeling never disappeared. I was just not allowed to say and express it anymore.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Stupid Homework
I blame late nights studying up, that my eyes feel like they are dying.
I'm not sure if I have awesome vision anymore ):
If I were to get glasses it would be pretty awesome. I like wearing them
But I am so Asian. That I have the flattest nose ever. If I do ever get glasses they would slide right off...
I'm not sure if I have awesome vision anymore ):
If I were to get glasses it would be pretty awesome. I like wearing them
But I am so Asian. That I have the flattest nose ever. If I do ever get glasses they would slide right off...
Sunday, February 20, 2011
It's true, I'm stuck on you
I… can’t get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to find a way
To leave the love behind
I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean
You’ve kept me hanging from a string
While you make me cry
I’ve tried to give you everything
But you just give me lies
I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you
Now loves a broken record that’s been
Skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we have to play these games we play
I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
Don’t know what to do
I’m stuck on you
Haha well today I updated my music, well not really. All of it was old school music but ah wells. I added around 1800 songs to my music library ^^ Wooh I'm gonna have fun
Or get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to find a way
To leave the love behind
I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean
You’ve kept me hanging from a string
While you make me cry
I’ve tried to give you everything
But you just give me lies
I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you
Now loves a broken record that’s been
Skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we have to play these games we play
I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
Don’t know what to do
I’m stuck on you
Haha well today I updated my music, well not really. All of it was old school music but ah wells. I added around 1800 songs to my music library ^^ Wooh I'm gonna have fun
Thursday, February 17, 2011
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
So past two days. I have been experiencing minor stomach aches that last the whole day. I barely could sleep, I've just been half asleep. That's the time when I'm most susceptible to nightmares.
I also occasionally get short lasting sharp pains in my liver and heart. Oh yeah and the big thing that shall shock you the most is my loss of appetite. I don't feel like eating anything. I have skipped at least 3 meals from the past two days
I think something is wrong with me :)
So I'm sorry if I had been cranky all week. It just hurts to live.
I also occasionally get short lasting sharp pains in my liver and heart. Oh yeah and the big thing that shall shock you the most is my loss of appetite. I don't feel like eating anything. I have skipped at least 3 meals from the past two days
I think something is wrong with me :)
So I'm sorry if I had been cranky all week. It just hurts to live.
Monday, February 14, 2011
KYAAAAAA~
HEY WHATS UP GUYS?
Long time no seee xD well not really, I see most of you guys but not in the internet ;) ooh that sounded naughty ;D Lol dunno why but that sounded like Natalie Tran. She's so cool.
"This is an E card for two thousand and ten. This is an E card for family and friends..."
-Natalie Tran
ANYWAYS I'm not high or anything I SWEAR! Well maybe a little. I drank my own iced coffee before. I think I put a TAD too much sugar. I wonder what type of drunk I'd be :L
I just wanted to update but I doubt anyone reads blogs anymore?
So anyways.I started Year 12 :O It seems pretty chilled. I HAVE SO MANY FREES! I don't like it cause I'm spending to much cash on food... Ah wells at least I have more time to do homework now.
In the holidays I had a massive clean up for my room. You see my dad put in floorboards in my room. It's no longer vinyl. It looks pretty much the same as the vinyl though its just a little lighter in colour. I got rid mattresses in my room and donated them to the salvos :) And I got rid of a really old wardrobe in my room. There is so much space! But but guess what? I get a new wardrobe soon :D Yesterday I went to Ikea and found a nice one but it was out of stock ): They said it will be in-stock again of the 17th so fingers crossed!
On the side note, when I grow up. My house or apartment is going to be entirely made up of Ikea furniture :D WOOOT. I'm gonna be so stylish (H) you bitches are gonna be so jealous :) haha just kidding I need money first :)
I dunno why I never made pants. Maybe I should lol.
Anyways Imma off now. Better do some work :) Oh yeah and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :D
Long time no seee xD well not really, I see most of you guys but not in the internet ;) ooh that sounded naughty ;D Lol dunno why but that sounded like Natalie Tran. She's so cool.
"This is an E card for two thousand and ten. This is an E card for family and friends..."
-Natalie Tran
ANYWAYS I'm not high or anything I SWEAR! Well maybe a little. I drank my own iced coffee before. I think I put a TAD too much sugar. I wonder what type of drunk I'd be :L
I just wanted to update but I doubt anyone reads blogs anymore?
So anyways.I started Year 12 :O It seems pretty chilled. I HAVE SO MANY FREES! I don't like it cause I'm spending to much cash on food... Ah wells at least I have more time to do homework now.
In the holidays I had a massive clean up for my room. You see my dad put in floorboards in my room. It's no longer vinyl. It looks pretty much the same as the vinyl though its just a little lighter in colour. I got rid mattresses in my room and donated them to the salvos :) And I got rid of a really old wardrobe in my room. There is so much space! But but guess what? I get a new wardrobe soon :D Yesterday I went to Ikea and found a nice one but it was out of stock ): They said it will be in-stock again of the 17th so fingers crossed!
On the side note, when I grow up. My house or apartment is going to be entirely made up of Ikea furniture :D WOOOT. I'm gonna be so stylish (H) you bitches are gonna be so jealous :) haha just kidding I need money first :)
Oh and the last thing that I still haven't really shown anyone is that in the holidays I thought it would be fun to start crafting something. I decided to make a plushie :D On the test run I made one of myself. I realised after that there isn't something about me that makes me significantly, ME. I mean when I show you my plushie it could be anyone that has black straight hair with a fringe. That's like 80% of the Asian population. I put a 'G' on the shirt but does that make a difference? No not really. That G could stand for anything. Ah wells. I'm happy the way it turned out. One days when I can be stuffed I'll make you guys one too :)
I dunno why I never made pants. Maybe I should lol.Anyways Imma off now. Better do some work :) Oh yeah and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :D
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Friday, February 4, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
I Wish
I WISH
I could draw.
I could sing.
I could play the piano.
I could play the harp.
I could play the violin.
I wish I was talented D:
I could draw.
I could sing.
I could play the piano.
I could play the harp.
I could play the violin.
I wish I was talented D:
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Google dot com
Did you know?
That Google is a number? It's the number 1 followed by 100 zeroes.
Wow. I wish I was a Google-linaire. I could give every single person a few million dollars each. And I'd still be the richest person alive bwahahahahahaha.
Hmm. If I ever win the jackpot to the lottery and I'm still friends with you. I'll be your awesome best friend and buy youse a car or something ;) I promise!!!
That Google is a number? It's the number 1 followed by 100 zeroes.
Wow. I wish I was a Google-linaire. I could give every single person a few million dollars each. And I'd still be the richest person alive bwahahahahahaha.
Hmm. If I ever win the jackpot to the lottery and I'm still friends with you. I'll be your awesome best friend and buy youse a car or something ;) I promise!!!
Scars Everywhere
Uh oh.
About 2 weeks ago, I stepped on glass. It went in pretty deep.
Today it was still going through its healing process. Somehow I opened the wound. There's BLOOD EVERYWHERE! MURDER MURDER!!!!! Well not really. There's blood. And it hurts D:
Just thought I'd share it with you :)
About 2 weeks ago, I stepped on glass. It went in pretty deep.
Today it was still going through its healing process. Somehow I opened the wound. There's BLOOD EVERYWHERE! MURDER MURDER!!!!! Well not really. There's blood. And it hurts D:
Just thought I'd share it with you :)
Friday, January 7, 2011
Your eyes, your lips, your smile, your touch.
I'd never thought I'd miss them so much.
I know I messed up, I confess it.
But when I said I love you, I meant it.
Tell me this is all in my head.
If I pinch myself will I wake up and find you next to me?
If I wake up from this nightmare, promise I'll do anything.
Cause
You are the reason, I'm standing.
You are the reason, I sing.
You are the reason, I'm living.
You are my everything.
You are the reason, I breathe.
I'm begging on my knees.
Don't Leave Me.
I'm sorry. I'm just really sad right now.
Listening to this song really helps with the waterworks.
But don't worry it's helping a lot, all this bottled up emotions are being released.
May these feelings be lost forever.
No. Never EVER.
I'd never thought I'd miss them so much.
I know I messed up, I confess it.
But when I said I love you, I meant it.
Tell me this is all in my head.
If I pinch myself will I wake up and find you next to me?
If I wake up from this nightmare, promise I'll do anything.
Cause
You are the reason, I'm standing.
You are the reason, I sing.
You are the reason, I'm living.
You are my everything.
You are the reason, I breathe.
I'm begging on my knees.
Don't Leave Me.
I'm sorry. I'm just really sad right now.
Listening to this song really helps with the waterworks.
But don't worry it's helping a lot, all this bottled up emotions are being released.
May these feelings be lost forever.
No. Never EVER.
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