What to do? I know I'll do you ;)

Soooo how has everyone's holidays been? Good? Yeah that's good :D
I haven't been doing much. But here's the general idea.

- Jogging
- Cycling
- Wii Fit
- Pokemon
- Watching Friends
- Food
- Shopping
- Sleep
- Gym
- Pee, Poo, Fart, Burp (aww don't be shy we all do it :D)

and yeah. that's me. I'm surprised I haven't had any cool awesome dreams yet.

Currently I am watching Amazing Race. The only reason though is because KevJumba and his Dad is on there. Anyways Imma off for now. Hope you guys are enjoying yourselves!

The slightest touch and I'll feel weak

The Corrs - Breathless

Can't get this song out of my head. And the only way to make myself feel better is if I get it in you people's heads too ^_________^

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Go on, go on, leave me breathless
Come on...

The daylight's fading slowly
but time with you is standing still
I'm waiting for you only
The slightest touch and I'll feel weak

I cannot lie
From you I cannot hide
I'm losing the will to try
Can't hide it (can't hide it)
Can't fight it (can't fight it)
So...

Go on, go on, come on leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me until I can't deny this
loving feeling, make me long for your kiss
Go on, go on
Yeah, come on...

And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you
You're all the love I need somehow

It's like a dream
Although I'm not asleep
I never want to wake up
Don't lose it (don't lose it)
Don't leave me (don't leave me)

Go on, go on, come on leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me until I can't deny this
loving feeling, make me long for your kiss
Go on, go on
Yeah, come on...

And I can't lie
From you I cannot hide
I've lost my will to try
Can't hide it (can't hide it)
Can't fight it (can't fight it)
So...

Go on, go on, come on leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me until I can't deny this
loving feeling, make me long for your kiss
Go on, go on
Yeah, come on...

Go on, go on, come on leave me breathless (leave me breathless)
Go on, go on, come on leave me breathless (leave me breathless)
Go on, go on, come on leave me breathless (leave me breathless)
Go on, go on

Open My Eyes, It was Only Just a Dream

So I travel back down that road.
Will he come back?
No one knows.
I realized.
It was only just a dream.

I woke up from the best dream ever today. I was so sad when I realized it was only a dream. It was so realistic. Maybe because there was a familiar sense to it already. But damn I wish that dream one day comes true ^_____^

Gamen's not so epic adventure :D

Today was wild. It was so fun and exciting :DDDD

It all started on the bus. One of those reallllllly long carriage trains came chugging by on the railway tracks residing on Torrens Road. We didn't think much of it at first because yeah it was a train. Then the boom gates wouldn't open after wards :O We were stranded, in the middle of Torrens Road. Running out of air, well that's what Krystal said, oh and my dear friends Steve and Samuel were there too. We were scared, afraid. What if we never saw the light of day ever again? So my friends, you're probably wondering, OH MY GOSH, NO WAY. How did you get out of this Gamen?! Well, we went on an adventure. We hiked and braved the Death Peak hill from Torrens Rd to O'Connell St. After that we faced another challenge. And that was those crazy maniac drivers on the road. But did that stop us? HA. I laugh in their faces! We simply used the crossing. We sure showed them :D
After that we had no choice but to hitchhike a bus to town. It was so hot, and we were getting so dehydrated. When we arrived at our destination. We lost two of of teammates. Me and Krystal were losing hope, but we had to carry on. We had to persevere for the sake of our friends. We stumbled upon a magical wishing well. If we gave the correct amount of money, we would be awarded with drinks that at the time we could only dream about. So we wished for a Powerade and an Ice-tea. And woooh it was a close one. We got what we desired. We downed the drinks in a matter of minutes. We were still lost. But it was okay, we just hitchhiked another bus. This bus seemed to know where we were going and took us straight there ^___^. Soon we were reunited with our gang. And everyone all lived happily ever after :)

PS I am not high :)

Happy 69th Post :D

YAYERS. 69 ^____^

I dunno what to write. I just realised it was my 69th so I just had to write something. I'll tell you what I've done in the past 24 hours?

Well. Last night I watched Year One. That was alright I guess.
I also watched the most recent episode of Sora No Otoshimono. That was hilarious. Can't wait til the next season which is coming out next month :)
I've been playing Pokemon a whole heap. I need stronger Pokemon ):
Today, I finally watched Iron Man. And wow. It's pretty awesome. Maybe I should watch Spiderman 3 while I'm at it... ah wells.

And here's a few things I'd like to do but probably won't happen anytime soon.
- Eat Better Than Sex cakes.
- Get fit, exercise a lot, jog around?
- Beach.
- Study.
- Finish some work that I'm very very behind on.
- Tell him.

It's like telling the sun not to shine. It's like telling the wind not to blow. It's impossible

I never had anybody closer
You and me were made for each other
That's why I'll never replace you
Cause baby your one of a kind
It wasn't always like this
We used to be so much in love
We used to have a happy home
How could I go wrong?

I'm on a merry-go-round, going around, driving me crazy.

Right now I'm so pissed off, the thing is why though. Lately I've just been pissed off at no apparent reason at all. I just want to stab something. Someone get me a voodoo doll for me to stab. Okay better not because that stuff might jinx it. I don't want to hurt anyone because then I'll just feel more pissed off. Tell me, my current urge to wield a knife, is it normal? Because the urge... it's growing.

One confession

It's cliche. And plus there's no way that you read this anyway. But if you did. All I want to say is, I love you. But you deserve to be happy, and if I'm not good enough then that's okay. As long as you are happy then I am too :)

Two Smileys that descibe life right now :)

1. Holidays are coming soon :D

2. I kind of updated my music, the beats are awesome :)
The following songs are on my current [MiX] playlist.

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are
When I see your face. There's not a thing that I would change. Cause you are amazing. Just the way you are. And when you smile. The whole world stops and stares for a while. Cause girl you are amazing. Just the way you are.

Drew Ryan Scott - Like I Always Do
So I'll watch you like a movie. I'll sing you like a song. Read you like a story. If it takes me all night long. Keep you like a secret. Tell you like a joke. It's true, It's true. That I'll love you like I always do.

Drew Ryan Scott - All I Want Is You
I'd rather give you time instead of roses. See your face instead of cash. I'd rather you give you love instead of clothing. Is that too much to ask? Baby, all I want is you, you, you, you, you.

Drew Ryan Scott - Hero
I, I can be everything you need. If you are the one for me. Like gravity, I'll be unstoppable. I, yeah I believe in destiny. I may be an ordinary guy with heart and soul. But if you're the one for me. Then I'll be your hero.

Iyas Ft. Stevie Hoang - Fight For You
It's gonna take a lot, to drag me away from you. There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do. Just like the rain down in Africa. It's gonna take some time. But I know you're worth fighting for.

KevJumba, WongFu and David Choi - Dance To This Song
Let's dance to this song. HEY! Let's dance to this song. HEY! Let's dance to this song. HEY! Let's d-d-d-d-d-dance!

Taeyang- I'll Be There (English Version)
I'll be there. Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter's cold. I'll be there, be there to protect you my baby. I'll be there only with you is where I wanna be. I-I-I-I-I'll be there.

Varsity- What I Really Want To Say
What I really want to say, is that you stay on my mind. And I die every time that you're not around me. What I really want to show you, is what's in my heart. But I stop, when I start, keep it locked inside me. What I really want to do, is scream it out loud, get the message through. What I really want to say, is I love you.

Varsity- Right Back Where I Started
I know I told you it's over, but we know its not. You got a hook, line and a sinker in a double tied knot. So if you still feel for me, then tell me. Why'd I have to go away, run away? I was stupid and scared, too afraid to show that I cared. Now there is no way to say that the feelings are coming back. Got me right back where I started.

Varsity- Why Not Me
Because you're stuck in my head like my favourite song. You put the scene on pause, it still plays on. It's chapter 3. It's hard to breathe. The words are slowly fading. Stop and go in lunch on a busy street, bumper to bumper. This empty seat. Without you here, I get no where. I ask, Why not me?

Varsity- I'm Your Guy
To be the guy, next to you. I'm your Mr.Right. Make me the guy, no one else will do. Cause when your by my side. My heart goes Whoa-oa-oa-oa whoa-oa-oa-oa, how can you deny? You can say what you want to say. But baby I'm your guy.

Varsity- Love Like This
Love. I need a love like this. So love. I want a girl like this, to love. Someone to really miss. Her love. Is enough, enough.

Varsity- Make You Love Me No More
If I could bring down the stars. If I could wipe out the scars. If I could change anything to make you love me more. I feel you slipping away. With every words that we say. What will make you love me more?

I did say kind of updated :)

Three turn ons

1. If you smell real good :D

2. When you talk into my ear. It just feels good, can't explain it. You girls know what I'm talking about right?

3. Lots of smiles and warmth :)

Four turn offs

1. Smokers- You stink.

2. Druggies- Really? Can you be proud?

3. Heavy drinkers- Drinking is fine. But when you get to the level of throwing up everywhere and trying to start shit. Then you guys can go fuck off.

4. No sense of humor- I need lots of laughs. If you don't have a sense of humor then I'd be bored as fuck.

Five People who mean a lot

1. When you aren't at home, the house is really quiet. But when you are at home you bring we can have awesome talks that can range from everything. I love it when we have those talks at the dinner table and everyone joins in. I have learnt so much about the family from these talks. Some of the subjects are so interesting, like when we ended up talking about what people believe in eg. ghosts, aliens and Jesus. I also learnt that my dad used to be rebel when he was our age, which is quite surprising.

2. You probably don't think much of me, a friend but not so close. But you don't know how much it means to me when you talk to me, because the things we talk about just takes me out of the drama in life. I can't help but smile :)

3. I can trust you with anything. I can be totally be myself and not be afraid that you will think I'm a retard or anything. But you still call me a retard anyway. But I know that just means I love you aye ;) Your awesomeness and goofiness just brings light anywhere :)

4. I can talk to you about absolutely anything. I learn a lot from you, even though they just odd facts here and there. You have the ability to make any scenario from gloomy to cheery. You know just the exact words to say.

5. When you guys come over. It's so fun to play with you guys. Since you guys are so young there are so many things you don't understand. That innocence makes me so happy because you don't have to deal with all that drama. That innocence also effects me in some way, because when I play with you guys I just forget about everything else.

Six things I wish I'd never done

1. Not speak up when something really bothered me

2. Procrastinate to the max, especially this year.

3. Go on that spinny thing at the St. Kilda playground.

4. Say that one sentence.

5. Climb a wall that was clearly too high for me. I grazed my hands and smashed my head against the bricks.

6. Trying to catch a cricket ball right after it was hit.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot

1. Food :D

2. Music and song lyrics

3. Things I miss

4. How much things change

5. Random scenarios that I dream up in my head. Some are good, some bad.

6. Random questions that I think will make an awesome conversation :)

7. *crickets chirping* I blank out a lot so chances are I'm not really thinking :3

Eight ways to win my heart

1. Ask me about my day. Listen to the story no matter how boring it may be. Then tell me about your own day :D

2. Make many inside jokes with me. I will feel special, because it feels like I'm the only one in the world that knows what your on about. It's like our very own secret language :)

3. Flirt with me. I don't care how cheesy or cliche it maybe. I think it's really cute. Dude, I think pick up lines are cute, haha.

4. Draw with or for me. Or write a letter. I'll treasure it and probably read it every night.

5. When I'm sad or angry. Don't ask too much about it. Cheer me up, make me smile and laugh. When I feel better, then I'll tell you what's wrong.

6. I really like food, so cook me some food. Or take me out to eat. I really like getting fed too :)

7. Play lots of games with me. Whether it's tickling, making faces, cards, computer games. I wouldn't mind.

8. Walk with me, when I feel like taking a random stroll. And if you can walk me home :D

Nine Things About Myself

I apologize if some of these are the same as the 100 facts I wrote before, I either forgot I had it in there or it's because I think its interesting enough to mention again.

1. Even though I am Asian. I'm not a fan of Sushi or Viet Rolls. Oh I also have not eaten tofu :)

2. I forgive people easily. Better moving on than to hold a grudge that will not benefit yourself in any way :)

3. I do not know how to sew. Although I do enjoy crafts like origami.

4. I don't know what I do in my sleep.
-Once I did a 180, which is very strange considering I'm on the top bunk.
-I have woken up and I was in an upright sitting position.
-When I was little I usually went to my Uncle if I got scared from my nightmares, there was this one time when I woke up in his room but I had no recollection going there. I kept thinking maybe I was a sleepwalker.
- I once woke up with my top off...

5. When I was really little, I had a skin condition on my face. Now my skin is fine and soft so yay :D

6. My mum said that skin condition was from drinking too much milk. This reminded me of a very strange habit of mine. Whenever I drank milk, I ALWAYS had to have a tissue, not because I dribbled or anything. It was because I liked the feel of the tissue tickling my face :)

7. I still dribble at my age. I also drool in my sleep.

8. I kind of have claustrophobia, but only on airplanes. But I do like to travel.

9. Every time someone sneezes I will say bless you. I feel so 'unblessed' when I sneeze and no one says anything, therefore sometimes I whisper bless me to myself. Whenever someone gives me something I will say thank you even if the thing they gave me was mine in the first place.

Ten Different things I want to say to Ten Different People

1. Don't be afraid to say you want to spend some time alone together. I understand. You trying to shake me and the others off doesn't make us feel any better.

2. Snap out of it, you cloud your mind with all those memories that happened long ago. You won't ever be able to move on if you don't let go of the past.

3. You're a reserved person. I get it, but sometimes it's better if you talk and let it all out. Especially if it's bothering you. If you ever do need to talk, I'm a great listener :) Just saying.

4. STFU. If you want an A. Do it yourself and earn it. Don't say, "I really need this A, so please finish the practical so I can copy." Get off your fking ass. Stop talking and distracting everyone and do the work.

5. Stop blaming yourself. It wasn't your fault.

6. Let go of her. She's with someone else.

7. Please stop it. Your with her, please realize that.

8. What happened to you? Yes, I know things have changed. Doesn't mean everything has changed. I'm still your friend. Or has that changed too?

9. Stop trying. What you are waiting for will surely come soon enough. Force isn't the answer

10. I just want you to be happy. I always have and always will love you

Is it a bird? Is it a plane? No. HOLY MOTHER OF GOD THAT'S A FKING MOTH?!

Ah. I love being really curious. I randomly searched up 'biggest *insert big thing here*' and OH DAMN, that's big.

The first thing I came across was a giant moth. It's called an 'atlas moth' its actually quite pretty :)


Dude watching this video below gave me the shivers...


You guys know 'Man Vs Wild' right? well here's a lovely video about him eating a giant grub :)


Giant Octopus :)


Well its not really giant. But it's a really cool video about another octopus.

What hurts the most, was being so close.

I gots an old classic song back into my system :) It's a really good song. You should check it out. You could go listen to the Cascada version. But personally I think shes over-rated, I like the Rascal Flatts better :)

I smell :P

Well today I'm trying something new to me. As you guys should know I'm not really that girly, but today I'm trying this face mask that I made. I got the recipe from Bubzbeauty. Right now I'm sitting here with the gunk on my face. It really is smelly D: I really do hope that this works though. for you guys that don't see me often I have a few scars on my face. I'm just a little bit self conscious about it. My mum's friends always point it out. They always say aww your daughter would be so much more prettier without those scars! Don't you just love Asian ladies, they say whatever they want, and it sometimes is very mean D: But yeah hopefully after using this face mask, they will kind of fade away a little ^___^ and I'll show them >:]

Haha. Anyways I gotta clean this stuff off. I reckon it has been on long enough. Bubz said for about 10 minutes and I reckon I've left it on for like 15. So yeah. :D

toodles for now

Poe-Tae-Toe

Something that a friend sent to me that made me smile because it's looks like a bum :3 haha. I kid, I kid. But seriously.

Day 30 - Your reflection in the mirror

Ahh, you have come a longggg way. You used to bottle absolutely everything up. You didn't want any sort of help or assistance and thought you could handle everything yourself. You were wrong, you didn't do anything because you hoped that eventually everything would be okay. You used to think that time will heal everything. But now, I realized that time does not heal everything because in the end there might be a scar. I didn't want anything left behind that I will forever remember and regret about, so I began to change little by little. I started to live it the way I wanted it to be, instead of wondering what others thought about me, if i did this or that. Now I have freedom, and hey it feels great :D

And you, dear reflection, I can see that you are developing shadows under your eyes and some redness too. I advise you to get more sleep! And hair, stop sticking out everywhere, I'm getting too lazy to straighten you every morning.

Anyways, my epic adventure is now over guys :O I'll find some way to keep blogging. Just don't expect too much anymore. Anyways toodles for now :)

Fuck you. You deserve to die a horrible horrible death

There has been a recent video hanging around on the internet. People are posting it everywhere so we can try to track down this mother fucking bitch to put her in the slammer. What the fuck is wrong with you? If you don't want those poor puppies give them away! You. Are. Not. Human.

Because I know my friends are fans of dogs and puppies I am going to put a link here so if you want to watch you can do it on your own will. But I warn you its so sad ): and you will have this same murderous intent that I have now.

Day 29 - The Person I want to tell everything to, but too afraid to

I kind of wrote about this before? I want to tell you everything. Actually I just want to be your everything but that's out of the question. Haha. All these rules and regulations. I kind of want to bend and break them, actually I want to break them. But in the end I'm too scared.

There's people that will talk. There's people who will look down upon. Hell, there will be people that won't even talk to me properly anymore. These people are 'friends'. I wonder why? Why do people dislike the idea? I mean the people involved are happy together. Is it because they are afraid that they are losing friendship with you? Is it because they are worried about what might happen in the future? What I really want to say is that, the future is solely based on our decisions, when it's good or bad. We made that happen. And so, dear friend, if you are afraid that you will lose. I can tell you that I'm not the type of person who will leave someone behind. I'll continue to strive to still be with you, only if you let me :)

I've gone through this decision like a million times in my head. I've talked about my decision, even if it's not the best one. But can't you guys see that my decision has the potential to be the best decision? You are my decision, slowly I won't be afraid anymore but for now I'm still pretty scared shitless :)