the hell?

it is currently 11:15pm and what im hearing is someone using either a lawnmower or leaf blower.
like really. wtf.

If I touch a burning candle I feel no pain.

In the ice or in the sun it's all the same
Yet I feel my heart is aching
Though it doesn't beat it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
I know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed

Today was a good day, I went to hang out at my friend's house. We had planned to have a Disney Marathon :D It was so awesome. It kind of transitioned from Disney to Tim Burton though. But oh wells they were all such good movies.

We watched:
The Hunchback of Notre Dame and a bit of II but it kind of freezed and died so :L
Sleeping Beauty
The Nightmare Before Christmas
and
Corpse Bride

I think I have fallen in love with the movie Corpse Bride :D
Oh Victor you are so cutee ^__^ but I dunno it might be because you are Johnny Depp :L

But it was funny while watching I noticed that Victor's mother has no ears :O it looked so weird, but in general it was such a great movie! I love the part when Victor and Emily were playing the piano duet. It was just so sweet :)

Day 21 - Your favourite medium of art

I like sketches and lineart.
Painting and that isn't my thing.

While I am on the point of art. I would just like to say to Minh Nguyen.
That I hate you.
You make me feel like all my efforts in drawing goes to waste, my art pieces literally look like a pile of shit compared you your work D: and its even worse because for you to sketch something so good only takes you 5- 10 minutes. And me? It takes me like an hour just to perfect a head D: Don't even get me started with arms and hands...

Haha. I'm just kidding Minh. You're awesome and I love you :D
Keep up the good work :) And actually during these holidays draw something proper and not your 'rushed sketches'

Va-va-varsity :D

Day 20 - A band that you immediately liked and the song that made you like them.

No surprise here, the band is Varsity :D
The song that made me fall in love with them?
Let Her Go :) I know every word to that song.

You left a letter as a clue,
See me at the spot where I first kissed you.
Holding my head in my hands,
You brushed a tear off my face.
One on one you confessed that this is all you can take.

I'm broken and tired,
There ain't nothing left to say.
I'm crying, you gave me no option you just walked away.

Just let her go,
It's too far in motion
Just let her go (just let her go)
My heart can't gain control.
It's too late (just a little bit)
It's too far (just a little bit)
You're leaving me behind.
Just let her go (just let her go)
Just let her go (just let her go)

You should take it all back,
All the kisses I gave you,
The tears you left me with
I don't know how to react,
On my own, by myself
How could you say goodbye?

I'm broken and tired,
There ain't nothing left to say.
I'm crying, you gave me no option you just walked away.

Just let her go,
It's too far in motion
Just let her go (just let her go)
My heart can't gain control.
It's too late (just a little bit)
It's too far (just a little bit)
You're leaving me behind.
Just let her go (just let her go)
Just let her go (just let her go)

It's cold,
It's cold,
It's cold,
It's cold,
It's cold in here without you (without you)
It's cold,
It's cold,
I'm broken

Thought it could be you
When you think of it
Every little piece of it
Is keeping me from turning blue
Had to turn away
Didn't want to see you giving me away

Just let her go,
It's too far in motion
Just let her go (just let her go)
My heart can't gain control.
It's too late (just a little bit)
It's too far (just a little bit)
You're leaving me behind.
Just let her go (just let her go)
Just let her go (just let her go)


Ah Varsity I love you guys so much!

I just want to see you when you're all alone.

Day 19 - A passage from a book that has touched me.

Well I don't have the book right now. I think Jill has it?
Yes it'd from the good book, 'PS I Love You' by Cecelia Ahern. It's one of my favourite movie and book. I know I know the movie is crap, but when I first watched it I thought it was so good, and that's why I bought the book :)

One day have the book again I'll type the passage that I really liked. I think it was on page 469? I dunno :/ Speaking of books I am looking forward to reading the Milenium series, I heard they were really really good. For those who don't know what I'm talking about I'm sure you will be familiar with the titles, "The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, The Girl who Played with Fire and The Girl who Kicked the Hornet's Nest" The thing is though I have to look the the girl with the dragon tattoo. My sister somehow lost it. I betcha its under her bed :/

Look at this Photograph.

Day 18 - A picture that makes me happy

Well I don't actually know if the picture uploaded. And if it didn't it doesn't matter. I'm sure all of you guys have seen it anyway. It was a quite recent picture taken, when Andy still had hair. Tehe. Lol it's the picture when we wanted to chill someplace. We went to Myers and ended up camera whoring our way through with Santa. Yes that sounds strange but oh wells. Well we ended up taking a picture with us four on the bed ;) It was so random, taking the picture was so funny, because I'm pretty sure we looked retarded.

It makes me happy because I dunno, it was just such a chill day, to hang out with 3 of my close friends, and did something in Myer besides the eating in the food court lol. I dunno its fun riding the elevators in Myer that no one else knows about :D

Everyday feels all the same

Day 17 - What I want to be remembered by

Hmm. I want to make a difference somehow in this world. Maybe I'll be the person who discovers the cure for cancer :) Everybody will remember me then :D
But if I died right now. At this moment.
You guys would probably remember me as that girl who always somehow twisted situations into awkwardness. So lets just say I'm Awkward :) But I doubt you guys would remember me anyways.

Oh while I'm on this point I just remembered something. Nahh this picture will explain it better for me :L

Dearest Boobie

On the days I can't see your eyes,
I don't even want to, open mine.
On the days I can't see your smile,
Well I'd rather sit, wait the while.
For the days I know you'll be near,
'Cause a day without you, just isn't fair.
See the days I can hear you voice,
I'm left without a choice.

Plus I get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And every other cheesy cliche`.
Yes I'm swept off my feet,
Oh my heart skips a beat.
But there's really only one thing to say.

God damn your beautiful to me,
Your everything, yeah that's beautiful
Yes to me, Ohhh

I can't find the words to explain,
Just how much you got me going insane.
When you speak to me sometimes we fight,
Oh I studder my words i say never mind.
'Cause even when you just walk by,
Well I look around to seem occupied.
'Cause I'm trying so hard to hide,
Yeah, All these feelings inside.

'Cause i get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And every other cheesy cliche`.
Ohh I'm swept off my feet,
My heart skips a beat.
But there's really only one thing to say.

God damn your beautiful to me, Ohhh
Your everything, Yeah, that's beautiful
Yes to me, Ohhh
Yes to me, Ohhh

Yeah your beautiful..
Yeah your beautiful..
God damn, your beautiful,
To me,
To me.

---

Beat that baby one more time. BAM

Dear Andy Thai Bui,

I'm sorry, I just can't take it anymore. I can't take these feelings that I have kept buried inside of me, because if I said this to your face, I would probably lose you ):
But Andy I love you :) LOL JKS Fuck off.
But dude seriously... I do. HAHA gotcha again :D
Fuck off and whip your ass hair back and forth somewhere else.

Lots O Love
Gamen Ngu :D

OMFG D:

I was going through some folders and I stumbled upon some photos. Not any old photos but photos from YEAR 8 D: omg everyone looks so young! and uhh yeah I'm eww so yeah :L I'll upload them and you can see the horror D: I can't believe how much shorter I was from everyone else D:

Yes. They are stuffing pens up my nose...

The time when we hung out at the horseshoe thing :L

We are so cool (H)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Awww look at ittle bitty Andy :L!