Cause you got that body, that sexy body and your personality is legit.

Cause you got me crazy. Can love ya maybe, it's true.

Guess what guys?
HAPPY 100th POST :D:D:D:D:D

I'm just gonna do this survey thing because I have nothing better to do. I finished all of my assignments for the year ^_________^ Just need to study for exams but I deserve a break :)

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1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

To a certain extent yes. I mean I want to be able to enjoy staring and imagining you :)


2. Smart?
I don't really mind as long as you understand what I'm on about. And if you can't I'll try to teach you :)


3. Preferred age?
I'd say, not too old that I'm a genophile. And not too young that I'm pedophile.


4. Preferred height?
I would prefer if you were taller. If shorter just not so that I'm like a head taller :S


5. How about sense of humour?
Yes of course :) I like to laugh. And I hope you like my sense of humor too. I'm quite odd.


6. How about piercings?
I don't really care if its just one or two on the ear. I sometimes looks sexy :)


7. Accepts you for who you are?
Yeah sure.


8. Pink hair?
Uhhh no.


9. Mushy or no?
I do like mushy, but I prefer flirty more. As long as the flirty is for me ;)


10. Thin or fat?
Toned with some squishy baby fat :3


11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin colour)?
I dislike this question its sorta racist. But it doesn't really matter what colour.


12. Long hair or short hair?
Not fussed. Just no ratties or mullets. eww.


13. Plastic or metal?
I don't understand.


14. Smells good?
Of course. Yummay ;)


15. Smoker?
Nope. I don't want them to risk their health.


16. Drinker?
Not a heavy one that spews everywhere and just starts bashing the shit out of everything they see.


17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Depends. I don't have any people my age living around. I don't know what that type is.


18. Muscular?
Not body builder type. Nice toned body ;) That is strong enough to lift my fatness :L


19. Plays piano?
It would be awesome, but I'm not fussed.


20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Oh that's just sexy.


21. Plays violin?
Ohh classy.


22. Sings very well?
Awww ^^. But I don't mind, just sing with me cause I'm horrible too.


23. Vain?
Uhh no.


24. With glasses?
I like glasses, they are hot. It's a bonus if they take of the glasses and become even hotter :D


25. With braces?
Yeah. Eventually they will be off and then will have a stunning smile ^^


26. Shy type?
It's cute at first. But I would feel that if they are still shy around me, that we aren't really connecting.


27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
A rebel that knows their boundaries.


28. Active or passive?
A bit of both.


29. Tight or bomb?
Uhh I don't get it so skip.


30. Singer or dancer?
One or the other I don't mind. Both are sexy. But if you can do both *droolss*


31. Stunner?
Smile :)


32. Hiphop?
Not something I would worry about. I'd share music, you share music. One happy family :)


33. Earrings?
Yes, no, maybe. I don't care.


34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
They are just looking for the right person. Plus they will be experienced in relationships.


35. Dimples?
Hehe ^^


36. Bookworm?
I like reading :) We could share books and be book buddies :D


37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
I love coming home to find that I have mail. So what do you think if i got a personally written letter :D


38. Playful?
Haha, hells to the yes :)


39. Flirt?
Yuppps ;D


40. Poem writer?
Included in the letter = LOVE


41. Serious?
When it counts.


42. Campus crush?
Like sort of a high school sweetheart? That would be nice and cute ^^


43. Painter?
Painting is cool but I like sketchs and that more.


44. Religious?
As long as you don't force me into it.


45. Someone who likes to tease people?
If you tease me ;) LOL.


46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
For the good computer games you have to be on the internet o___o. Teach me how to play and we shall see who's noob (which is probably me. in CS I got negative kills because I killed a team mate :D)


47. Speaks 20 languages?
1 language besides English, wows me enough.


48. Loyal or Faithful?
They are pretty much similar. To be loyal you have to be faithful. To be faithful you have to be loyal.


49. Good kisser?
Yupps.


50. Loves children?
Yes, because I like children. I would like children and if you didn't like our children that would be D:

Sigh.

Chance to go formal just went

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I am very very sad now ):

There's just something about our future love.

Day 16 - Something I want to do in the next five years

There are a few things actually.

- Hopefully I get to go to formal next year. *fingers crossed*
- Pass the new SACE with flying colours :)
- Go to University and do well.
- Go camping or a roadtrip.
- Get a boyfriend (very unlikely. lol.)
- Learn how to cook awesomely (maybe then I might get a boyfriend?)
- Go overseas?
- Get a job (Y) I need the ca ching
- Make some friends, because yeah I'm a loser that doesn't have any. kidding you guys that read this are my friends right? :)

Yeah. I wanna do all of those. I probably will only be able to do like only half of them though ): but who knows in a matter of five years lots and lots of things would have changed anyway.

Yesterday is a history. Tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift thats why they call it the present

Day 15 - A moment, phrase or song that has changed my life the most.

There aren't much words can do to my life. I choose my own path. But there are things that have opened my eyes to the world instead of sitting here wasting away. So I'll just list some of my personal favourites.

Moment
Sometime at the beginning of the year. I realised that I wasn't the only person in the world that was sad. When I realised this I tried to spread happiness instead of my own sadness.

Phrase
So even if you stumble and make mistakes, it's not useless. Think of it like fertilizer, sure it may feel like crap now but it will help you grow :)

Even if they are memories that I'd rather forget, if I keep them and keep trying without running away... if I keep trying, then someday...Someday I'll be strong enough that those memories can't defeat me. I believe that. I want to believe that.

Even if I lose this feeling. I'll just fall in love with you again.

Song
Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins
Well this song hasn't dramatically changed my life. I just like it :D It tells us the great lesson that we must forget living in the past and just live with what we have now :)

Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody
You can't give up when you're looking for the diamond in the rough. You never know when it shows up. Make sure you are holding on, cause it could be the one, the one you are waiting on.

Virtue.

Like OMG baby

Day 14 - Best Mashup I've heard

I don't really listen to many mashups but I like DJ Earworm.

Blame it on the pop 2009.
I have not realised that all the songs in this song are already a year old o___o.
Time is going by too fast D: I mean its almost 2011 D: NOOOO, we're gonna be year 12s!!!
Good-Bye Social life :(

I like it when you smile, I love it when you laugh.

Day 13 - A memory that never fails to make you laugh
A memory that never fails to make me laugh. Hmm. I have lots, most of them are my embarrassing moments. Because they remind me how retarded I am, and that makes me laugh?

First one would be in year 8. During pastoral care group, our class went for a walk to Light Square. When we came back we walked past Subway. Next to Subway they have these blue poles that prevent cars from crashing into the building? Or are they just decoration... I dunno. Well you guys should know what I talk about. Well I attempted to jump over one of the poles, the problem was I forgot I was wearing a dress.... lol. No I didn't flash everyone. My dress got caught on the pole and I was kind of left stuck swinging around. I'll draw you a really fail picture of it.and yeah everyone was laughing at me. Every time I think about it I laugh too. How can someone so retarded exist D:

The second one was in year 9. I was really really small then... anyway we just had a maths lesson. Maths has big fat text books which I shoved in my bag and I probably had like every other text book in there as well because I never bothered with lockers xD Yeah I put on my bag which was too big for me. Jenna pushed me over. I landed on my back and couldn't get up. The best way I could describe this is a flailing turtle on its back? lol. Yeah I'm cool :D

FML. Just Kill Me Already :)

lol.

Out of all people.

Out of all people, I thought you would understand.
Out of all people, I thought you would never ever hurt me.
Out of all people, I thought you were one of my best friends.
What are we now?

It was you, you would always ask how I was doing. You wanted updates. You wanted to make sure that I was fine. So I told you pretty much everything.

It was you who said it yourself that if the situation ever popped up. You wouldn't take the opportunity because it was your duty as a friend to never do such a thing.

It was you who was one of my best friends. Sure we fought a lot, but not once, never, did I ever think we would drift apart that I would barely even know you as a person anymore.

Now, I hear all these stories that just makes me believe that you haven't kept your promise. Do I care? Of course I do because everything seems to be repeating itself.

But I'll make sure that I'll keep my promise and let you do whatever you please, because in the end you will be happy right? I don't matter. I'll find my way soon enough. Trailing behind in old footsteps.