I kind of wrote about this before? I want to tell you everything. Actually I just want to be your everything but that's out of the question. Haha. All these rules and regulations. I kind of want to bend and break them, actually I want to break them. But in the end I'm too scared.
There's people that will talk. There's people who will look down upon. Hell, there will be people that won't even talk to me properly anymore. These people are 'friends'. I wonder why? Why do people dislike the idea? I mean the people involved are happy together. Is it because they are afraid that they are losing friendship with you? Is it because they are worried about what might happen in the future? What I really want to say is that, the future is solely based on our decisions, when it's good or bad. We made that happen. And so, dear friend, if you are afraid that you will lose. I can tell you that I'm not the type of person who will leave someone behind. I'll continue to strive to still be with you, only if you let me :)
I've gone through this decision like a million times in my head. I've talked about my decision, even if it's not the best one. But can't you guys see that my decision has the potential to be the best decision? You are my decision, slowly I won't be afraid anymore but for now I'm still pretty scared shitless :)
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