You must believe, believe that we will be a fairy tale

Forgot how long it's been
Since I last heard you
Telling me about your favourite story
Thought for a long time,
Began to worry.
Was it me who did something wrong?

You cried and said to me
That fairy tales are all just lies
I couldn't be your fairytale prince
But you don't understand
Since you gave me your hands
Stars in my sky began to shine

I'm willing to change into
The angel in those fairytales
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near
You must believe, believe that we will be a fairytale
Ending with happiness and love

You cried and said to me
That fairy tales are all just lies
I couldn't be your fairytale prince
But you don't understand
Since you gave me your hands
Stars in my sky began to shine

I want to be your fantasy
The angel that you used to love
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near
You must believe, believe that we will be a fairytale
Ending with happiness and love...

Boredom Strikes

This is what happens when I'm bored

I don't know why, I'm drawn to you

Are you happier now than you were 5 months ago?
Hmm, yes I'm content now. But I was content then. Although right now I have no more worries of school work for a while so I guess its a little better.
Have you ever slept in the same bed with anyone?
Yeah, it's fun when I roll around and kick them off the bed :)
Can you sleep in total darkness?
Yes I can but I still prefer a little bit of light.
Your phone is ringing, it's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
Oh hey whats up?
How many people do you trust with everything?
Quite a lot actually. I trust anyone until they break that trust. Its silly and dangerous but I dunno. I guess I'm just too gullible.
What was the last thing you drank?
Water :)
Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yes.
Name one thing you love about winter?
The warm feeling of wearing lots and lots of clothes as well as cuddles :)
Are you currently looking forward to tomorrow?
Umm there's nothing to look forward to. I might clean my room...
Name something you dislike about the day you're having.
My 4 year old cousin got pissed off at me and threatened to punch me ):
Can you commit to one person and one person only?
Yes, and that's all I really think about...
How do you feel about your siblings?
They are pretty cool. Hate the fact that all three of us have a bad temper but in the end we forget.
What's the first thing you did when you opened your eyes today?
Checked my phone for facebook, blogs and manga.
Do you believe you can be friends with your ex?
I'm still friends with my ex :)
Has anyone ever told you they don't want to ever lose you?
Haha yes.
Have you ever kissed the last person you sent a text to?
Haha definitely no. He belongs to my best friend :L
Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?
Of course
Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
I could. I'd just look like a fob though :/
You never know what you got until you lose it, true or false?
Definitely applies to me
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yupps.
Ever get hurt by someone who promised they wouldn't?
Haha. Yes, it hurt the most.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Usually but there are a few people that can spot me out.
Are you listening to music right now?
Yes. The Script <3
Who was the last person you talked to on Facebook chat?
I don't facebook chat. I'm offline all the time. I dont like facebook chat it sucks and you can't save the conversations.
When was the last time you were in a good mood?
After watching Harry Potter. Although I was a bit sad when certain characters had died ):
Would you hook up with your brother's best friend?
I don't have a brother.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
I told myself not to cry anymore in the matter of minutes I did :L
Have you laughed today?
Yes.
Would you rather not eat or not sleep?
Not sleep.
How is your relationship with your mother?
We're cool :D
Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?
I'd feel awkward
Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
You haven't talked to me before if you don't know this answer.
Do you believe that all boys are the same?
Sandwiches. *check
COD. *check
Gross people that somehow we fall for *check
So kinda yeah.
You are single, why?
Because there was someone else. And even now, I'm just too retarded :)
What do you normally drink in the morning?
Water, Oval-tine, Coffee or Chrysanthemum tea.
Do you believe that all boys/girls are the same?
Nope
Have you drunk any alcohol this week?
No.
Do you like to cuddle?
Yes :)
Would you ever try being a vegetarian?
I don't eat vegetables. So if I was vegetarian what would I be eating, plain rice. No thanks, I need my meat.
Do you believe that there's always room in your heart for your first love?
*ahem* Yeah...
Have you ever had stitches?
Yupp, 5, 6 or 7 on my forehead. I forgot...
Do you like your bed?
Yeah but I don't like the mattress. There's a massive imprint of my body in there.
Are you busy tomorrow?
No not really. I would probably procatsinate to the max because I plan to clean my room.
Do you think someone is thinking about you?
Nah, no one would be. I'm just a friend to anyone. No one thinks about their friends unless they are in love or in a fight or something.
How come you're not going out with the person you like/love?
Because he wouldn't ever like me ever again :)
Are you wearing pants?
Well underpants yes ;) and of course pants :D
Are you short?
I'm taller than your average Asian girls so no?
Did you drink anything with caffeine today?
Surprisingly no. I kind of want coffee now
If you (not your parents) won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
Apartment or car.
Favourite drink?
Probably Sprite or frozen coke :)
Is your phone right beside you?
Nope. It's in front of me :O
Do you know someone that is gay?
A few if you count bi-sexuals as well
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
Some random on the street?
Is it cute when guys/girls kiss you on your forehead?
Yes it is :)
Would you prefer a small, intimate wedding proposal or a big-scale, over the top proposal?
Small intimate proposal. Huge wedding though ;) haha I'm kidding. It's too far. First step is to actually have a boyfriend :L
What's bothering you right now?
Christmas presents.
Is there something that you could never give up?
Food.
Have you had to carry someone?
Yeah, I take my cousin for aeroplane rides :)
Do you hate anyone?
No.
What were you doing at 12am last night?
I was playing Pokemon :D
Do you drink more apple or orange juice?
I like both. Orange-Apple juice is good. Orange-Mango is awesome. Apple-Blackcurrent is love :D
Was this summer a good one?
Well if you are talking about January and February. It was by far my worst summer ever :)
You kissed someone today didn't you?
No.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Clean the room, which will probably not happen.
When were you last outside?
Like 2 hours ago?
Can a boy and a girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Yessums
Does the person you like, like you back?
Doubt it.
What's your favourite part of school?
Frees :D:D:D
Do you think long distance relationships work?
If its only like a few weeks then I guess so. But if its a long period of time I will have to say no.
Do you believe in kissing when you're not together yet?
Hmm. Yeah I guess so. The two could have feelings for each other, and both know it. They are just too shy to announce they are together?
Someone just handed you $100,000,000. Now what?
VERYYYY Early retirement :D
What's a word that starts with the third letter of your first name?
Mofo. Yes that's the first word that came to my head.
Who is the first person you texted this morning?
I haven't texted today.
Is it more common to follow your heart or your mind?
Well my mind is always thinking of all the possibilities that could happen. In the end I just wing it though because it felt right. So my heart.
Can you honestly say that you're okay right now?
Yes I am Ay-Okay
When was the last time you gave your number to someone?
To Danny Lee :L
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Not really.
Do you miss anyone?
Haha Yes.
Have you ever wanted to tell someone something, but didn't?
That's how I felt for the majority of last and this year.
Who do you drink a lot of?
Why is it who? Well I drink a lot of water.
How did you get your last bruise?
I forgot where it came from, heck I didn't even know I had one until I looked around. But I know I sort of have a bump on my head. I hit the ceiling :D
Last awkward situation?
Don't remember.
What's something you really want right now?
Answers. But first I should have the courage to ask the questions :L
Are you a mean person?
No not really. Sometimes I'm too nice...
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
I can't hate my sister :L She's too cool.
What's your wallpaper on your phone?
Water... My laptop wallpaper is the picture we took of everyone at my birthday though <3
What do you hear right now?
J.R.A - By Chance (You & I) <3
What song before that?
Chester See - God Damn You're Beautiful

Because I'm Capped =="

I'm capped and literally cannot do anything. it took me like 10 minutes just to load this. I'm gonna kill some time for my download. We shall start with one of those surveys which I stole :D

My Personality
•I'm loud
•I'm obnoxious
•I'm sarcastic
•I'm cocky
•I cry easily
•I have a bad temper
•For the most part, I don't like people
•I’m easy to get along with
•I have more enemies than friends
•I've smoked
•I've smoked weed
•I drink coffee
•I clean my room daily

My Appearance
•I wear makeup
•I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
•I wear contacts
•I wear glasses
•I have braces
•I change my hair color often
•I straighten my hair often
•I have piercings
•I have small feet

Relationships
•I'm in a relationship now
•I'm single
•I'm crushing
•I'm in love
•I'm always scared of being hurt
•An ex has physically abused me, at least once
•I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
•I've told someone I didnt love them when I did
•I've been in love more than two times
•I believe in love at first sight

Friendships
•I have a best friend
•I have at least ten friends
•I've gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
•I've been in a serious fight with a friend
•I can trust at least five people with my life

Experiences
•I've been on a plane
•I've been on a train
•Someone close to me has died
•I've taken a taxi
•I've taken a city bus
•I've taken a school bus
•I've gone bungee jumping
•I've made a speech
•I've been in some sort of club
•I've won an award
•I've spent 24 hours on the computer straight
•I've been in a physical fight

Music
•I listen to R&B
•I listen to country
•I listen to pop
•I listen to techno
•I listen to rock
•I listen to Hardcore
•I listen to Metal
•I listen to punk
•I listen to gothic
•I listen to classical
•I listen to anything that sounds good
•I'm one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
•I hate the radio (at times)
•I buy Cd's

Television
•I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
•I watch soap operas daily
•I'm in love with Days of Our Lives
•I've seen and liked the OC
•I've seen and liked One Tree Hill
•I've seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
•I've seen and liked Popular
•I've seen and liked 24
•I've seen and liked CSI
•I've seen and liked Everwood

Family Life
•I get along with both of my parents
•My biological parents are still together
•I have at least one brother
•I have at least one sister
•I have at least one step brother/sister
•I have at least one half brother/sister
•I've been kicked out of my house
•I've ran away from home
•I've made my parents cry
•I've lied to my parents
•I've lied to my parents about where I am
•I've lied to my parents about what I'm doing
•I've walked out when Ive been grounded

School
•I've yelled at a teacher
•I've been suspended
•I've had an in-school suspension
•I've been expelled
•I've been sent to the principals office
•I've walked out of class
•I've skipped an entire day of school
•I've skipped a whole month of one certain class
•I've failed a test
•I've cheated on a test
•I've helped someone else cheat on a test
•I've failed art
•I've failed PE
•I've failed math
•I've failed science
•I've failed another class
•A teacher has called my parents

the hell?

it is currently 11:15pm and what im hearing is someone using either a lawnmower or leaf blower.
like really. wtf.

If I touch a burning candle I feel no pain.

In the ice or in the sun it's all the same
Yet I feel my heart is aching
Though it doesn't beat it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
I know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed

Today was a good day, I went to hang out at my friend's house. We had planned to have a Disney Marathon :D It was so awesome. It kind of transitioned from Disney to Tim Burton though. But oh wells they were all such good movies.

We watched:
The Hunchback of Notre Dame and a bit of II but it kind of freezed and died so :L
Sleeping Beauty
The Nightmare Before Christmas
and
Corpse Bride

I think I have fallen in love with the movie Corpse Bride :D
Oh Victor you are so cutee ^__^ but I dunno it might be because you are Johnny Depp :L

But it was funny while watching I noticed that Victor's mother has no ears :O it looked so weird, but in general it was such a great movie! I love the part when Victor and Emily were playing the piano duet. It was just so sweet :)

Day 21 - Your favourite medium of art

I like sketches and lineart.
Painting and that isn't my thing.

While I am on the point of art. I would just like to say to Minh Nguyen.
That I hate you.
You make me feel like all my efforts in drawing goes to waste, my art pieces literally look like a pile of shit compared you your work D: and its even worse because for you to sketch something so good only takes you 5- 10 minutes. And me? It takes me like an hour just to perfect a head D: Don't even get me started with arms and hands...

Haha. I'm just kidding Minh. You're awesome and I love you :D
Keep up the good work :) And actually during these holidays draw something proper and not your 'rushed sketches'

Va-va-varsity :D

Day 20 - A band that you immediately liked and the song that made you like them.

No surprise here, the band is Varsity :D
The song that made me fall in love with them?
Let Her Go :) I know every word to that song.

You left a letter as a clue,
See me at the spot where I first kissed you.
Holding my head in my hands,
You brushed a tear off my face.
One on one you confessed that this is all you can take.

I'm broken and tired,
There ain't nothing left to say.
I'm crying, you gave me no option you just walked away.

Just let her go,
It's too far in motion
Just let her go (just let her go)
My heart can't gain control.
It's too late (just a little bit)
It's too far (just a little bit)
You're leaving me behind.
Just let her go (just let her go)
Just let her go (just let her go)

You should take it all back,
All the kisses I gave you,
The tears you left me with
I don't know how to react,
On my own, by myself
How could you say goodbye?

I'm broken and tired,
There ain't nothing left to say.
I'm crying, you gave me no option you just walked away.

Just let her go,
It's too far in motion
Just let her go (just let her go)
My heart can't gain control.
It's too late (just a little bit)
It's too far (just a little bit)
You're leaving me behind.
Just let her go (just let her go)
Just let her go (just let her go)

It's cold,
It's cold,
It's cold,
It's cold,
It's cold in here without you (without you)
It's cold,
It's cold,
I'm broken

Thought it could be you
When you think of it
Every little piece of it
Is keeping me from turning blue
Had to turn away
Didn't want to see you giving me away

Just let her go,
It's too far in motion
Just let her go (just let her go)
My heart can't gain control.
It's too late (just a little bit)
It's too far (just a little bit)
You're leaving me behind.
Just let her go (just let her go)
Just let her go (just let her go)


Ah Varsity I love you guys so much!

I just want to see you when you're all alone.

Day 19 - A passage from a book that has touched me.

Well I don't have the book right now. I think Jill has it?
Yes it'd from the good book, 'PS I Love You' by Cecelia Ahern. It's one of my favourite movie and book. I know I know the movie is crap, but when I first watched it I thought it was so good, and that's why I bought the book :)

One day have the book again I'll type the passage that I really liked. I think it was on page 469? I dunno :/ Speaking of books I am looking forward to reading the Milenium series, I heard they were really really good. For those who don't know what I'm talking about I'm sure you will be familiar with the titles, "The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, The Girl who Played with Fire and The Girl who Kicked the Hornet's Nest" The thing is though I have to look the the girl with the dragon tattoo. My sister somehow lost it. I betcha its under her bed :/

Look at this Photograph.

Day 18 - A picture that makes me happy

Well I don't actually know if the picture uploaded. And if it didn't it doesn't matter. I'm sure all of you guys have seen it anyway. It was a quite recent picture taken, when Andy still had hair. Tehe. Lol it's the picture when we wanted to chill someplace. We went to Myers and ended up camera whoring our way through with Santa. Yes that sounds strange but oh wells. Well we ended up taking a picture with us four on the bed ;) It was so random, taking the picture was so funny, because I'm pretty sure we looked retarded.

It makes me happy because I dunno, it was just such a chill day, to hang out with 3 of my close friends, and did something in Myer besides the eating in the food court lol. I dunno its fun riding the elevators in Myer that no one else knows about :D

Everyday feels all the same

Day 17 - What I want to be remembered by

Hmm. I want to make a difference somehow in this world. Maybe I'll be the person who discovers the cure for cancer :) Everybody will remember me then :D
But if I died right now. At this moment.
You guys would probably remember me as that girl who always somehow twisted situations into awkwardness. So lets just say I'm Awkward :) But I doubt you guys would remember me anyways.

Oh while I'm on this point I just remembered something. Nahh this picture will explain it better for me :L

Dearest Boobie

On the days I can't see your eyes,
I don't even want to, open mine.
On the days I can't see your smile,
Well I'd rather sit, wait the while.
For the days I know you'll be near,
'Cause a day without you, just isn't fair.
See the days I can hear you voice,
I'm left without a choice.

Plus I get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And every other cheesy cliche`.
Yes I'm swept off my feet,
Oh my heart skips a beat.
But there's really only one thing to say.

God damn your beautiful to me,
Your everything, yeah that's beautiful
Yes to me, Ohhh

I can't find the words to explain,
Just how much you got me going insane.
When you speak to me sometimes we fight,
Oh I studder my words i say never mind.
'Cause even when you just walk by,
Well I look around to seem occupied.
'Cause I'm trying so hard to hide,
Yeah, All these feelings inside.

'Cause i get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And every other cheesy cliche`.
Ohh I'm swept off my feet,
My heart skips a beat.
But there's really only one thing to say.

God damn your beautiful to me, Ohhh
Your everything, Yeah, that's beautiful
Yes to me, Ohhh
Yes to me, Ohhh

Yeah your beautiful..
Yeah your beautiful..
God damn, your beautiful,
To me,
To me.

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Beat that baby one more time. BAM

Dear Andy Thai Bui,

I'm sorry, I just can't take it anymore. I can't take these feelings that I have kept buried inside of me, because if I said this to your face, I would probably lose you ):
But Andy I love you :) LOL JKS Fuck off.
But dude seriously... I do. HAHA gotcha again :D
Fuck off and whip your ass hair back and forth somewhere else.

Lots O Love
Gamen Ngu :D

OMFG D:

I was going through some folders and I stumbled upon some photos. Not any old photos but photos from YEAR 8 D: omg everyone looks so young! and uhh yeah I'm eww so yeah :L I'll upload them and you can see the horror D: I can't believe how much shorter I was from everyone else D:

Yes. They are stuffing pens up my nose...

The time when we hung out at the horseshoe thing :L

We are so cool (H)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Awww look at ittle bitty Andy :L!

Cause you got that body, that sexy body and your personality is legit.

Cause you got me crazy. Can love ya maybe, it's true.

Guess what guys?
HAPPY 100th POST :D:D:D:D:D

I'm just gonna do this survey thing because I have nothing better to do. I finished all of my assignments for the year ^_________^ Just need to study for exams but I deserve a break :)

...

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

To a certain extent yes. I mean I want to be able to enjoy staring and imagining you :)


2. Smart?
I don't really mind as long as you understand what I'm on about. And if you can't I'll try to teach you :)


3. Preferred age?
I'd say, not too old that I'm a genophile. And not too young that I'm pedophile.


4. Preferred height?
I would prefer if you were taller. If shorter just not so that I'm like a head taller :S


5. How about sense of humour?
Yes of course :) I like to laugh. And I hope you like my sense of humor too. I'm quite odd.


6. How about piercings?
I don't really care if its just one or two on the ear. I sometimes looks sexy :)


7. Accepts you for who you are?
Yeah sure.


8. Pink hair?
Uhhh no.


9. Mushy or no?
I do like mushy, but I prefer flirty more. As long as the flirty is for me ;)


10. Thin or fat?
Toned with some squishy baby fat :3


11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin colour)?
I dislike this question its sorta racist. But it doesn't really matter what colour.


12. Long hair or short hair?
Not fussed. Just no ratties or mullets. eww.


13. Plastic or metal?
I don't understand.


14. Smells good?
Of course. Yummay ;)


15. Smoker?
Nope. I don't want them to risk their health.


16. Drinker?
Not a heavy one that spews everywhere and just starts bashing the shit out of everything they see.


17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Depends. I don't have any people my age living around. I don't know what that type is.


18. Muscular?
Not body builder type. Nice toned body ;) That is strong enough to lift my fatness :L


19. Plays piano?
It would be awesome, but I'm not fussed.


20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Oh that's just sexy.


21. Plays violin?
Ohh classy.


22. Sings very well?
Awww ^^. But I don't mind, just sing with me cause I'm horrible too.


23. Vain?
Uhh no.


24. With glasses?
I like glasses, they are hot. It's a bonus if they take of the glasses and become even hotter :D


25. With braces?
Yeah. Eventually they will be off and then will have a stunning smile ^^


26. Shy type?
It's cute at first. But I would feel that if they are still shy around me, that we aren't really connecting.


27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
A rebel that knows their boundaries.


28. Active or passive?
A bit of both.


29. Tight or bomb?
Uhh I don't get it so skip.


30. Singer or dancer?
One or the other I don't mind. Both are sexy. But if you can do both *droolss*


31. Stunner?
Smile :)


32. Hiphop?
Not something I would worry about. I'd share music, you share music. One happy family :)


33. Earrings?
Yes, no, maybe. I don't care.


34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
They are just looking for the right person. Plus they will be experienced in relationships.


35. Dimples?
Hehe ^^


36. Bookworm?
I like reading :) We could share books and be book buddies :D


37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
I love coming home to find that I have mail. So what do you think if i got a personally written letter :D


38. Playful?
Haha, hells to the yes :)


39. Flirt?
Yuppps ;D


40. Poem writer?
Included in the letter = LOVE


41. Serious?
When it counts.


42. Campus crush?
Like sort of a high school sweetheart? That would be nice and cute ^^


43. Painter?
Painting is cool but I like sketchs and that more.


44. Religious?
As long as you don't force me into it.


45. Someone who likes to tease people?
If you tease me ;) LOL.


46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
For the good computer games you have to be on the internet o___o. Teach me how to play and we shall see who's noob (which is probably me. in CS I got negative kills because I killed a team mate :D)


47. Speaks 20 languages?
1 language besides English, wows me enough.


48. Loyal or Faithful?
They are pretty much similar. To be loyal you have to be faithful. To be faithful you have to be loyal.


49. Good kisser?
Yupps.


50. Loves children?
Yes, because I like children. I would like children and if you didn't like our children that would be D:

Sigh.

Chance to go formal just went

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There's just something about our future love.

Day 16 - Something I want to do in the next five years

There are a few things actually.

- Hopefully I get to go to formal next year. *fingers crossed*
- Pass the new SACE with flying colours :)
- Go to University and do well.
- Go camping or a roadtrip.
- Get a boyfriend (very unlikely. lol.)
- Learn how to cook awesomely (maybe then I might get a boyfriend?)
- Go overseas?
- Get a job (Y) I need the ca ching
- Make some friends, because yeah I'm a loser that doesn't have any. kidding you guys that read this are my friends right? :)

Yeah. I wanna do all of those. I probably will only be able to do like only half of them though ): but who knows in a matter of five years lots and lots of things would have changed anyway.

Yesterday is a history. Tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift thats why they call it the present

Day 15 - A moment, phrase or song that has changed my life the most.

There aren't much words can do to my life. I choose my own path. But there are things that have opened my eyes to the world instead of sitting here wasting away. So I'll just list some of my personal favourites.

Moment
Sometime at the beginning of the year. I realised that I wasn't the only person in the world that was sad. When I realised this I tried to spread happiness instead of my own sadness.

Phrase
So even if you stumble and make mistakes, it's not useless. Think of it like fertilizer, sure it may feel like crap now but it will help you grow :)

Even if they are memories that I'd rather forget, if I keep them and keep trying without running away... if I keep trying, then someday...Someday I'll be strong enough that those memories can't defeat me. I believe that. I want to believe that.

Even if I lose this feeling. I'll just fall in love with you again.

Song
Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins
Well this song hasn't dramatically changed my life. I just like it :D It tells us the great lesson that we must forget living in the past and just live with what we have now :)

Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody
You can't give up when you're looking for the diamond in the rough. You never know when it shows up. Make sure you are holding on, cause it could be the one, the one you are waiting on.

Virtue.

Like OMG baby

Day 14 - Best Mashup I've heard

I don't really listen to many mashups but I like DJ Earworm.

Blame it on the pop 2009.
I have not realised that all the songs in this song are already a year old o___o.
Time is going by too fast D: I mean its almost 2011 D: NOOOO, we're gonna be year 12s!!!
Good-Bye Social life :(

I like it when you smile, I love it when you laugh.

Day 13 - A memory that never fails to make you laugh
A memory that never fails to make me laugh. Hmm. I have lots, most of them are my embarrassing moments. Because they remind me how retarded I am, and that makes me laugh?

First one would be in year 8. During pastoral care group, our class went for a walk to Light Square. When we came back we walked past Subway. Next to Subway they have these blue poles that prevent cars from crashing into the building? Or are they just decoration... I dunno. Well you guys should know what I talk about. Well I attempted to jump over one of the poles, the problem was I forgot I was wearing a dress.... lol. No I didn't flash everyone. My dress got caught on the pole and I was kind of left stuck swinging around. I'll draw you a really fail picture of it.and yeah everyone was laughing at me. Every time I think about it I laugh too. How can someone so retarded exist D:

The second one was in year 9. I was really really small then... anyway we just had a maths lesson. Maths has big fat text books which I shoved in my bag and I probably had like every other text book in there as well because I never bothered with lockers xD Yeah I put on my bag which was too big for me. Jenna pushed me over. I landed on my back and couldn't get up. The best way I could describe this is a flailing turtle on its back? lol. Yeah I'm cool :D

FML. Just Kill Me Already :)

lol.

Out of all people.

Out of all people, I thought you would understand.
Out of all people, I thought you would never ever hurt me.
Out of all people, I thought you were one of my best friends.
What are we now?

It was you, you would always ask how I was doing. You wanted updates. You wanted to make sure that I was fine. So I told you pretty much everything.

It was you who said it yourself that if the situation ever popped up. You wouldn't take the opportunity because it was your duty as a friend to never do such a thing.

It was you who was one of my best friends. Sure we fought a lot, but not once, never, did I ever think we would drift apart that I would barely even know you as a person anymore.

Now, I hear all these stories that just makes me believe that you haven't kept your promise. Do I care? Of course I do because everything seems to be repeating itself.

But I'll make sure that I'll keep my promise and let you do whatever you please, because in the end you will be happy right? I don't matter. I'll find my way soon enough. Trailing behind in old footsteps.